i just love you so much and i don’t want you to hold back any of your feelings okay? It hurts that much more if you keep them inside so please just let down all of your walls and lean on everyone for support because everyone is here for you. god you are my number one bias and i can’t imagine how hard it is for you and your family right now but i just love you so much and i want you to be okay. if i could just take you away from it all and keep you inside a bubble so that you wouldn’t feel any sort of pain, i would do so just for you. losing family, especially your own father, is so difficult to get through. i want you to be okay. god just… i love you. i love you so much.

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Junhyung in black and white..

The Ultimate Dance Battle

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BEFORE DEBUT:

Yoon Doojoon: On my cell phone, there’s writing which says ‘The blast has been released one month ago’. Actually, the debut date had been officially announced. This is the first time I heard I would be debuting. I think of it and I remember the time I’ve spent practicing. From the first time I came to CUBE with the members,I remember those things specifically. And all those emotions and memories are coming back to me.

Yong Junhyung: My feelings; to be honest, there’s no words to describe every one of my feelings. Every night before I go to sleep, I imagine a stage in my head. (I think of) how long it is going to take, on which stage, how we’re going to debut; I also think of singing on the stage. Honestly, I never feel (nervous) until the stage moment I realise I am standing on the stage.

Jang Hyunseung: I used to be on a program like this before. Practicing with friends and brothers I almost debuted with, unfortunately I was eliminated. I’ve been looking for another golden opportunity like this. This heart will always have the unique spirit of a hard-headed person. That mentality will get me to continue to work hard. Thank you.

Yang Yoseob: I have been practicing for 5 years now. There are many times that I’ve spent crying and laughing. Now that I think about it, there are a lot of events that tore up my heart. If I keep saying it was tiring then I might look pitiful. I’ve been through so much, the bad times are bad, the hard times are hard. But I think now is the time to see the light. I will you everything I’ve been through for the past 5 years on the stage.

Lee Kikwang: For me, I’ve already debuted, so this is my second debut. When the President told me, I felt that this was my real debut. Compared to my debut stage when I was AJ, I have this feeling where I think I’m going to be more anxious and nervous.

Son Dongwoon: Once the Boss told me that I would be in a boyband, I felt glad. To think about it, there are so many things I’m still lacking. So there is a lot of pressure and I’m kind of nervous. The company has given me a chance and their trust, so I’ll practice harder to try not to disappoint them. This is what I hope.

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